1.User Info
Melissa
sweet 21 this year....
I don know if you know me
But I thank you for reading
My unattractive blog
I'm imperfect and I know it.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
2.Wishlists
*Adidas Watch.
**My Fujitsu Adapter.
**PS3.
*FinePix Z33WP(blue).
*COACH Wristlet.
*Adidas Jacket.
*Levis Jeans=).
*Doramon electronic guitar.
*NDSL or NDSI.
*Guzhen.
*Diamond Ring.
*New Hair Colour.
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Thailand and more trip after I graduate.
*Get to learn how to play piano.
3. Shoutout!!!
They applauded her and gave her a standing ovation.
4. The Jugdes
Friends
SIT
Canoist
RP Friends
IT Clique
5. Credits
6. Music
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
A lots of things happen, be it bad or good...really hope that it wont happen again. And please no more doubt on me, I really don know how to handle this type of stress.
Just came back from Genting ytd, is a trip there sponsor by Georgina's Mum, should be helping her with her concert and singing competition but in the end I ended sleeping through the whole day without helping anything. Yap...Get a bit nagging here and there for not helping and being a pig there but no doubt still have fun with Ting ting (Ting ting is Georg niece) ,but the most wasted part of the whole trip will be I miss up the great fun with the Theme park, didn't get to play because I sleep through the whole day...serve you right Melissa...
Now was stress with lots of things again, something was not meant to be say out yet keeping it is making my heart weight more and more, so how....I can't afford to tell her, can't imagine if I tell her what will be her reaction.
PS: I still don know you very well, I scared that some little things that I do may make you piss that's why sometime I just try to keep things to myself, pls give me sometime to absorb more from you, and patience will be the key word.
Photo will upload soon when Georg send it to me...
12/08/2009 12:23:00 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I don know why does it affect you so much, and it really hurt me a lot when you react this way. I can't believe that this will shaken our relationship, just a stupid game I play in the PAST when I don even know you.
Saying I am still young be it because of this thing or maybe my character, I can say you don really know what I am thinking. I am happy that you like to keep track of where I am going that make me feel that you still care about me. I am happy that you felt jealous if any guy sms me and also a little nagging when I didn't reply your msg. I don mind spending all my time with you and I really thought that whatever happen in the past you will just take in and forget about it, ya..you say you don know anymore but do you know it sound so redundant to me. What can I do to make you feel better and really forget about it.
Don make me so desperate cause in the end I might end up like a tortoise doing nothing, I don have that much confident in myself when things happen.
You want me to tell you what I expect from you.
I can tell you nothing, just be yourself and alway be by my side that's all. I don ask for much at all. I don need you to let me have fun with my friend and I really don mind if you say you don like me to go clubbing or meeting some of my friends. I look like I still not having enough fun but I not asking it at all, is all your thought,I don know do you understand that you are the only guy that I am so serious about it and I really hope you get how I really feel, which you don know at all. You only know I am not having enough fun which I don agree. I have more than enough fun that I had.
I can sacrifice anything just to be with you. But you don really think I am like that don't you. Which apparently that's disappoint me the most. Trust is the word that really hurt me deeply.
11/26/2009 11:05:00 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
I am back...Celebrate Dorothy birthday on a Thursday night with lots of laughter and funny dirty joke telling...haha....A little exciting to see her wearing a dress that night as for the whole 9 year of knowing her, this is the first time I saw her wearing a skirt, yap...I took a few photo with her in skirt...haha....
Been spending time with my baby, regardless whether we are both working or not....so sweet of him to keep me acc right....haha...Having supper is becoming one of our interest and love having his accompanies. Everyone around me really feel happy for me and yap this is the first time I am getting so serious with it....haha...
He brought me my favourite perfume!!! So happy and he say he is trying to clear my wishlist which I am flatter, but I don need him to clear when I only need him to be by my side....=)
That all about it then....=)
11/16/2009 01:27:00 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Because he say I never state who is the person that make me a happy girl. So I rephrase the sentence, I am a happy girl because I had you by my side...Love you...=)
Hahaha.....Recently I am so happy and I really hope that this is going to be long lasting, it will be better if it is forever....haha....
Missing him almost everyday if we didn't get to meet up when actually we meet up everyday but just can't bear to leave each other side every time, missing him right now in school even we had already meet when he send me to school and we will be meeting again after school. Really hope to see him real soon. =)
I am so crazy right now coz this is my first encounter of loving someone and get together because we love each other. Is love a heavy words to use...haha.....I really hope it is not a dream and if it is a dream I want to sleep forever and ever without waking up.=)
10/26/2009 12:12:00 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
I am a happy girl...=)
10/24/2009 07:24:00 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
Is another disappointing answer that I get, it is an expected outcome that stop me a few time to say out. Now that the cat is out of the bag, I actually feel a little regrettable letting it out.
I don deserve a chance or maybe it is just not the right time...haha....
Get a cold shoulder during work too, handling the stress is actually easy but not easy to handle the emotion I am suffering. Things may seen very easy to understand and get over but actually everyone know that it is not easy.
I think the fact that I put on a smile did help brighten up my day.....sometime I believe in being who you are will make ppl know you better but sometime I feel that keeping some of your true self will make you mystery and this get ppl wanted to know about you more. Ya....I know...I talking about rubbish again....haha....
Lots of fun activities this few day, having good foods as usual, chit chat session which cause me lack of sleep and getting my eye bags darker and bigging in size...haha...but it is worth it with great companion...=)
And Khin Wai, Glenn I will meet you guys real soon ok...sorry that I am unable to meet up you two for the past few week....=)
That all the thing I can squeeze out from my weak, tiny brain of my.
PS: Sometime I really want a chance from you...do you know that...and I don really care what other has to say.....but it is not worth waiting iszit it....=(
10/19/2009 12:46:00 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I think I had enough of drinking...going to ban myself for drinking at least for one or two month. Firstly because, it is bad for health ,secondly I am the person that just can't accept the fact that when ppl drunk they end up saying whatever shit they want too and sometime did hurt my feeling.
And most important part, don drink...when you are feeling emo coz you tend to spill the bean and the next thing you know.....word just spread......and there goes the secret you want to keep....lol....
It is a joke iszit it, when you are drunk, things can happen in a way that you will never expect and amazingly I found out that if you want to find out a secret from someone, just bring them for a drink and just wait for them to be drunk...hahaha....
Sometime I feel that if you know a person too well, it is the most scarier part. You might not need to be a very good friend to him or her but you know him or her too well that when you see him/her in the eye, you will know what they are thinking.
That is really very scary...haha....And I am avoiding to know a person too well. I just can't believe that knowing the person so long yet not so close, I am still able to know what they are thinking. That is not allow and I don like it at all...!!!!
I think I am really very bored at the point that I am starting to talk rubbish now. Sitting in TCC surfing the net and waiting for Yi Jun to finish work feeling still a little hangover. Yap, I think I really not ok at all.....haizzzz......
Ya, someone out there please stop me from talking rubbish. And take my heart away ok....=)
I want the feeling of falling in love.......real love...
10/14/2009 08:24:00 PM